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i don't do anything short, sweet or simple..........well, usu not lol.
today, tomorrow & Sunday will be those kinda days if i even post rofl. i have friends coming into town & plan on spending every second i can w/ them :) we're just gonna sit back & vibe. can't wait! advice?? pay more attention to the living in front of you than the electronics in front of you Always & forever, Crazy Chick hey, kiddies! been up 2 1/2 hrs & allll over the genres already! lol started w/ rock that turned into disco somehow then i hit a couple of country songs & now got the 50's & 60's blarin'.....
got some icky to deal w/ today but like my norm, i'll take care of business like a bulldog w/ a bone rofl i'm infamous for bringing the icky out, dealing w/ it so i can move on to the fun things. always tell the kids in my life, do what you gotta do so you can do what you wanna do. i cleaned up my crochet patterns & yarn stash yesterday, it was awful!! when i was doing the patterns, trying to separate all that......it really did look like Xerox & Hewlett Packard had a major battle in my room! lmao i. must. go. adult. ugghhh. lol advice?? time really does help heal. doesn't take it away just makes it less painful Always & forever, Crazy Chick hey, kiddies.....
If I know one thing, that's true....It ain't what you say, it's what you do. And you don't say much, yeah, that's true. But I listen when you do. A thousand years go by. But love don't die..... that's very true for me. it my book it changes but it don't die. if you truly love someone, it really never goes away. w/ my 2nd ex, i'm not IN love w/ him but i still somewhat care about him. he's slowly changing that but that's a story for another time lol. i guess i just don't understand how you can wake up 1 morning & go, "yup, i'm done. see around". i know a guy that came home from work after 28 yrs of marriage, 2 kids & a grandbaby on the way, told his wife that he wanted a divorce cause he was tired of being married to her & being bogged down w/ 2 kids. If that doesn't scream "midlife crisis" i don't know what does. then on the plain ole friendship level, how do you just quit talking to someone you spoke to regularly? i used to talk to a g/f every day, now we barely speak. i try but there's always something. i guess what i'm trying to say is...........i get tired of making it work w/ friends. you want me, come to me for awhile. the only people i owe are the 1's who take a step to me to help make it work out. the reason i'm bringing this up is the fact that in the last 2 wks, my love & loyalty have been questioned. to be frank about it, it pisses me off. the 1's doing the questioning should know me oh so much better than that. it's simple, i don't say it unless i mean it (i prob will say it @ the wrong time BUT i mean it). i'm in or out, there's very little grey in my world. & the few things i WILL fight for/over are the facts that i love w/ every cell i have, i'm loyal, i'm tough, i'm strong, i'm a fighter & i'm a survivor. after those we'll talk lol advice?? watch for snakes in the grass & a Latin phrase that i have loved for the last few yrs is........veni vidi vici........i came, i saw, i conquered Always & forever, Crazy Chick wow! some people! i know 2 dads that want nothing to do w/ their kids, 1 mom who only wanted her son when he wanted to go live somewhere else. how can you be that way? i guess i just don't get it.
while, i'm @ it....how do you explain the nasty side of life to your fave 14 yr old boy? it's really hard for him to understand that just cause his loved 1 isn't forefront of the convo's after close to 3 months of passing that doesn't mean those who knew them forgot..........we're just trying to survive ourselves. oh, the things that make me go hmmmm.....people are crazy & i'm the 1 w/ papers lmao advice?? simple this am......look before you leap Always & forever, Crazy Chick hey, kiddies :) i got a lot of work done on the site yesterday. i sat down thinking i would just fix 1 pg of a section & the next thing i know the whole section was pretty much good lol. i've been trying to clean up & upload patterns w/ pics to my crochet section :)
a fam friend is coming today for a few days....i will really need to play nice & behave. she's a nice lady but some of the things she says just grates on my nerves lol. she's very judgmental, opinionated & i AM NOT her cup of tea. buuttttt, then Saturday will be here!! a couple of my friends are coming into town! we won't burn the town down but we're going to give it our best try lmao. if i'm lucky a couple more will be able to swing by town too :) 1 section of friends meeting another section.....that would be sooo awesome!! i must dash, catch ya on the flip Always & forever, Crazy Chick ahhh, the day i get to do things in slow gear w/out complaints. esp this wk cause i've been down & out w/ allergies & sinus probs, an injury to Doodle & more birthdays than i can shake a candle @.
but life has a way of working itself out & it's all good in the end. advice?? find the silver lining, the blessing, the good. it makes it easier to deal w/ things when they're not going so well Always & forever, Crazy Chick oh, thank goodness i made it thru Mercury retrograde yet again this yr! go me! gotta look up what Cancer's doing tho, had a g/f say yesterday that i needed to see where it went. soooo, it's prob not good for me lol.
today's gonna be a NCD day better known as a No Can Do day. not much doing for others.....gonna recharge me. like most i know, i got enough stress for 6 people lol. not a clue why i let certain things eat @ me but i do. it's quite annoying. it's hard to be a bitch when you care lmao. advice?? when things look bad, lean on those who stand by you Always & forever, Crazy Chick i'm so ready for today to be over! it's been a long wk. i usu don't get wound up bout the wkend cause i work on the wkends doing housework but this wkend a good friend is coming into town for the night to take me out to dinner & maybe have a drink. we've been friends for geezz 20+ yrs. i adore his wife. she's making him come in to make sure i'm alright giggle.
i don't go out in public often cause of my anxiety but i've got a group of friends that i call the crew, them i trust. i sleep when they're round, i relax when they're round........life is better cause i know w/out a shadow of a doubt that those people have my back & will protect me to their last breath. THAT'S loyalty, friendship, love & the way it should be j/s. i've got other friends that i trust like that but the crew is the biggest section. advice? when you're down & out, look around @ whose there.....those people are your tribe Always & forever, Crazy Chick morning, kiddies.....let's talk life in a small town this fine am. the bad side is everyone thinks THEY know what you're doing/saying. an upside is that we watch out for ea other.
had a woman from school get a hold of me last night & asked if i thought another school chum was getting taken for a ride. her & i didn't speak in school but we banded together enough to let someone know that WE aren't going to let bad things happen to our school chum. it really did make me smile to know that others recognize that i'm loyal & i speak my mind........a spade is a spade. now that my generation is getting in their 40's & 50's, wow! we really have changed.......well, most of us *giggle* makes me even more proud of my hometown! i won't be on FB today due to some home things that need attending to. Doodle had an ouchie & i would like to be available to her if she needs/wants me. advice??? don't judge someone on their 30 yr old attitude. the only thing that's constant is change. Always & forever, Crazy Chick geeezzz, this fall cleaning is gonna kill me! i can't do what i want to cause of some physical restrictions so i'm doing the best i can :) plus i'm trying to get all my "under 10 kiddies" @ least hats for the upcoming winter. hats &/or scarves for the "big kiddies" lol....i love it!! i work best under the gun most the time.
so to make it short & sweet this fine am........advice?? do what you can & get it tomorrow...... Always & forever, Crazy Chick |
Auburn-haired crazy chickI'm a bipolar Gemini in my 40's. Born & raised in IL now in the Horse Capital of the World, Lexington KY. 
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