if i like you....if i love you.....

i'm pretty black & white. not a lot of grey for me. grey is wishy washy to me so i try to pick the best option til i have better info & data.
except liking & loving.....if i like you, i'll play nice most the time. ask how you are, the fam, etc. if i love you, you're just in trouble. i will find your weaknesses & expose them in a joke &/or shenanigan every chance i get. 
i tell my niece all the time......i love you more than my life but if you tell anyone, i'll deny it to my last breath.....she tells everyone that i love her, i sit there & deny it cause i know it makes her giggle. 
i want my friends happy but i want those i love taken care of no matter what. whatever it is they need & if i can help w/ that.......so be it.
& i don't think there has to be anything there between a male & female except friendship. i have a lot of guy friends. why? they're less complicated for the most part, less drama & they'll buy you a beer rofl. my g/f's get the "oh holy hell, this person needs to quit breathing" part but the guys say things like, "we'll just shoot em" rofl.
don't get me wrong, i love my girls. they keep me outta jail 6 days outta 7!! they understand the non-verbal of me. they know when to ask & when to let it slide. but i'm a Gemini, i NEED variety in my life when it comes to friends, music, well pretty much everything but a few things.
i don't like being the same all the time either. it gets boring & i just can't have that lmao. some days, i'm all cool, chilled & relaxed....some i'm hell on wheels looking for trouble. just depends on the 1st, oh hr or so i'm up lol. 
advice? you don't always have to push things. if it's meant to be, it'll pretty much fall in your lap. 
Always & forever,
​Crazy Chick